I'm of the weed and cocaine so thas gonna be the ugly half-naked truth.
I could see people I know is now in a better place than me and they are absolutely going to an even much better place.
I could see my life spiraling into a deeper abyss where I can't turn back and correct whatever regret I have.
I am really ashamed for I have done in the past and I'm not sure this guilt is valid or just the depression talking.
Whatever innocence I have left is gone and now I only wonder how did it come to this.
This self-loathing is not healthy at all.
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If you gonna type hate message.. pls do so, our love-hate relationship is unstoppable,