REALITY STRIKE

I just notice that a lot of my friend already have a job. I knew them since they are still in diapers college. I remember the time that they still working their butt off studying to complete their degree/diploma. They already enter the working world where I'm still stuck in my world of Fun. Yes, I'm enjoying every last bit of my youth. But the knowledge of my friend who use to be like me,a student in local college, now working like what a real adult suppose to be doing make me somewhat uneasy and restless.Then

REALITY STRIKE!

It get me to think. it get me to worry about my own future. They are getting salary, pay income tax, pay for car installments and other stuff I never done before. The thought of them getting a steady stack-ful of cash make really envious. I mean, they practically could buy anything that they yearn for. I am eager to enter the working world but I must admit, I dread the day I enter the working world. I wonder how my future life would be? Will I be a poor ass chap. What kind of life I will live? I'm rather anxious about my future because I'm not doing well in my studies, my grades is not to be proud off.  I hate the fact I wasted my times not-studying.

Whatever.........zzzzz