Suicide Me Not

Do you ever encounter a day where things just aren't going your way,where life seem to throw all kind of bull crap at you.Where you keep stumbling rock,hitting your head on the wall and you felt the world are just too cruel and unjust.Shit keep happening.Then frustration beyond word start to seep in and after a while,you became melancholy for three days three nights.

Then come the 100 million dollar question?

" Why this thing happened to me?"Why me?"

From that point,you could either
1.   Solve your problem.be proactive and never say die.
2   Just rot in some hole (or in my case,in front of my laptop) ,waiting for someone to save your buttock (or in my case i wait for god to help me)
3. You just gave up

SOLVE YOUR PROBLEM!

Don't just sit there.Do something.Act.Don't hibernate.Never stop working your butt-off until the problem solved.Thing aint gonna go away unless something is done.Besides,only YOU can take care of yourself.Friend can help,yes,from the kindness of their heart.But some friend aren't that supportive,better check if they are from Penjara Sungai Buloh.

be strong like 300

 

gave up

At this point,you just given up.You just don't care anymore what gonna happen to you.You find yourself doing thing that's most likely unproductive to cheer yourself up since you are in constant state of melancholy,like smoke weed,consume 10 barrel of alcohol a day,and eat a lot of food enough to feed a small African nation.

Then you get to a point where life doesn't have a meaning anymore,you become suicidal.

You are alone. You don't feel like telling anyone about your problem,even your own blood,because you know they won't understand.Next thing you know offing yourself sound like a good idea and the edge of the building really look friendly but at the same time you are afraid of the pain that come along with death. Your mind divided,you are like 50-50 percent chances you might kill yourself or you might not. Death is whispering every seconds when you are awake. If you ever in this situation,you should totally totally contact me or other person you can trust. So that they can keep an eye on you. So that they could stop you from killing yourself.
But be warn,some friend
will laugh it off,thinking it was a joke
but don't mind them,keep moving on until you find someone who willing to listen and stop you. Who give encouragement,a soothing word for the wounded soul. Someone who will offer his hand to drag you out off your misery.Please try this for at least 5 time.That's all I ask. 

My sister,Yoona will be sad if you kill yourself